I also don't remember a specific situation that made me really sad or even cry. And I asked myself what happened to me !!. Is it just me or there are people feeling the same way I do. Even if I laugh, I don't "really" laugh. I mean not really hard like before when I was child. Compare this to every single feeling you have. Do you really feel the real feeling of the situation. Or just a little bit of it.
Well,, I guess we miss feeling the real "feeling". We don't love hard, work hard, play hard. Everything in our life has something missing. I remember when I was a child, everything was simple and real. I remember I was playing really hard, even if it is a simple game, I was enjoying it. Was really happy with it. When I get a simple toy, I was flying without wings. When I watch a cartoon like " Tom & Jerry " , the cartoon was very simple no complicated stories and not complicated graphics. But we all enjoyed it. My friends and I was inventing new games and keep playing till we die.
I remember, when I was young I dreamed of getting older to be more fee, to be able to do thing that I couldn't do when I was young. I dreamed of traveling alone. Dreamed of driving a car. And here I am, going everywhere, driving a car and do whatever I want. But still don't feel the same way I thought I would feel when I was young
I figured out that what makes everything around us is so "Gray" is the lifestyle. We grew up on black and white. Black means bad or lying, and white means good or the truth. Now we are living a gray world. We sometimes do things we don't know even if it's good or bad. There are so many issues that people themselves don't know whether it's good or bad. The more details in our life, the more complicated it gets.
I don't know whether I'm the only one who has this feeling, or there are many people around the world feeling the same way, just wanted to share this idea with you guys.
Do you feel the real happiness / sadness or it takes a few minutes then it vanishes ?!